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Name: Madison
Location: St. Louis, Missouri, United States
Birthday: 6/4/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: extreme sports, yoga, philosophy, humanities, writing, theatre, music, cars, and just generally knowing how things work. I'd like to learn to throw knives, but as of now I don't know how:)
Expertise: Writing and literature, I suppose.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 11/9/2005

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Monday, November 19, 2007

Thanksgiving break is this week!  I'm going to go home and eat turkey and then Friday Tyler and I are going to St. Louis to shop and then Saturday is a cuddle holiday:p I have to leave for class in like five or ten minutes, but I thought I'd just say that to kill some time. 


Sunday, October 07, 2007

So I've been at college now for seven weeks or something like that.  I haven't written since the day before I left.  I'm not going to fill in the stuff between then and now.  Instead, I'm going to just start talking about now.

I'm feeling rejected.  Everyone I've called today has not answered their phones or returned my calls (okay, so everyone is just Ruby).  And then my mom called me but she said she'd call me right back because she was in the check-out line at Lowe's and it was her turn.  But she didn't call me back.  And I called her like four times after that and she never answered.  And MSN Messenger isn't delivering my messages for some reason.  So I'm all alone!

I'm also feeling unaccomplished and stressed.  I've got this huge media debate/research paper to work on.  I'm supposed to argue that advertisements aren't harmful.  But it's really hard to find sources for that.  I searched for sources on EbscoHost, Mobius, LexisNexis, World Cat, SWAN, and Google Scholar with a plethora of search terms and I only managed to find one source after about 7 hours of research.  So I'm feeling like I've wasted a lot of my weekend for nothing. 

And I've also got a ton of other shizzle going on this week.  I've got a final Tuesday and a midterm Friday, a project I need to work on, three chapters to read, an assignment for ENG 215 to complete and all sorts of crap and it all has to be done before Friday.  And then Friday I have to go home and help mom move.  And then I'll come back and that weekend it'll be fall break but I'll have to read a book called "Selling 'em by the Sack" (Which, by the way, is about the economic history of White Castle.  How fun.) and study for a test over fall break, which doesn't seem like much of a break to me. 

Blah.  I love being at college and away from home and all that...but I don't really like the going to school part.

On a different note, Wednesday I'm going to a First Step meeting for Study Away. (They call it study away here instead of study abroad.  I don't know why.)  I'm kind of excited about that.  I'm thinking about going to Australia the first semester of my sophomore year if I can get the funds to do so.  But apparently they offer all kinds of financial aid here to help students study abroad.  Or away...or whatever.  So it might be plausible.

Anyway, I better get back to working on my homework, so I'm going to adjourn now.


Thursday, August 16, 2007

Tomorrow morning I head to college.  I'm a little bit nervous, and a lot excited.  John gave me a dry erase marker as a going away gift so that I can write on people's dry erase boards.  I got to choose my own color and everything.  I choose green.

Today Ruby and I hung out for the last time probably until Thanksgiving.  We went to Big Lots and some funny little wig shop and then to the park in Leadington.  Then we went to Value City and I bought a sweater.  Then we said goodbye.  It wasn't actually very sad.

Tyler left this morning and is at his new house tonight, so I have to sleep all by myself tonight and wake up all by myself tomorrow.   Who will steal the sheets or wake me up five times before I'm ready in the morning?

I'm actually very tired from spending about four or five hours unloading all the crap in my mom's car and then re-loading it with all my stuff for college.  Packing for college is a pain in the arse.  I'm paranoid I'm going to forget something.  I've made thorough lists in hopes that I won't forget anything.

Anyway...I s'pose I'll log off and get some nap.  Tomorrow I'll live in a new place!


Friday, August 03, 2007

Wow!  It's been a long time since I've made an entry.  I think that's a record for me. 

Anyway, I spent the month of June at home.  I graduated, celebrated my birthday, and my anniversary with Tyler.  (We saw Lion King Live, which was awesome.)  I got my braces off on the 9th of July and then on the 10th Tyler and I drove out to Arizona.  It was a long, boring drive.  But Tyler's house is pretty cool.  The ceilings are really high and the doors are abnormally tall.  When I go home I'm going to feel like a giant when I walk through doors.  The windows are rather large, too.  There's an intercome system and a courtyard in the front and granite (or not granite...something that looks like granite) counter-tops in the kitchen and bathrooms, of which there are three.  The rooms are sizable for a new house, and the neighborhood seems pretty nice, although they aren't finished building it yet and Tyler and I get confused which one is his when we drive home from places because all the houses here are clay colored.  Also, I never adjusted to the time differences so it's like I'm a normal person who wakes up at 9 in the morning! 

Arizona is hot and dry and makes my skin look lizardy.  Consequently, we swim a lot.  Tyler's pool is a salt-water pool, so it's not as harsh as chlorine on my skin, but it still doesn't help with the drying out.  The sun hasn't really helped me tan, either.  I've got a little bit of one, but it's not really noticable.  The good thing about the sun and the heat is that everybody wheres tank-tops and I've been able to overcome my awkwardness about wearing tank tops in public (I always feel like a slut when I go in public in them).  It's rained a few time since we've been here because it's monsoon season, but when it rains it's more like the sky is sweating, as Tyler says.  When it rains in Missouri it smells like grass, but here it smells like dirt and poo (there is a fertilizer plant by the interstate and when the wind blows the right way sometimes we smell the manure...although it's not really a plant.  They just lay the poo out to dry or something...I'm not really sure.)  I miss grass, even though it makes me sneezy.  Also, sometimes you'll see clouds off in the distance over the mountains (the mountains surround the town, which is actually really pretty--especially around sunset.  But I'd still rather have grass) and lit looks like it's raining there, but by the time the wind blows the clouds over it's just a bunch of dust blowing around furiously in the wind.  I have pics and vids of a dust storm we had while I was here.  I might post them later.

Tyler and I do a lot of shopping here.  The suburb Tyler's parents moved to just developed over the past 2 years or so, so basically everything is brand new and there are lots of fun places to shop and eat.  I discovered Old Navy for the first time so we've been there way too much and I will be going home with way too many flip flops (everything is so cheap there!  Especially sweaters.  But you can get sweaters anywhere here for almost nothing, especially since it's August).  We also went to this gianormous mall in Tempe, which had a lot of name-brand outlet stores.  That was fun.  We've been going to AZ Juice company for a few days and I got a "berry bliss" smoothie and discovered my true love for soy.

The first week we were in Arizona we actually...weren't in Arizona.  We drove over to California and stayed in LA with Tyler's dad for a few days.  We mostly hung out there, although we ate at an Italian restaurant I really liked.  They had the best cannelloni (spelling?) I'd ever tasted and everything was served family style.  We drove through Hollywood, but didn't stop, which was fine with me because I had migranes most of the four days we were in California.  On one of the days we were there we drove to San Diego and went to Sea World.  I saw penguins! :D  I also got to see Shamu and the Sea Otter show, among other things.  The process and psychology that the trainers must have gone through to train the animals really interested me for some reason.  Besides the animal part of Sea World, we also rode a roller-coaster water ride thingy and got really wet.  Unfortunately, we did this right before it got dark, so I was freezing until we got back to LA.  Overall, though, it was okay.  Part of my childhood was re-lived!

On the 8th we're driving back to Missouri.  We should be back on the evening of the 9th.  I leave on the 17th for college, and classes will start the 20th.  I'm getting both excited and a little nervous.  I know I can handle the classes and everything because I made sure to schedule myself a light load for the first semester.  And I'm not worried about being homesick because for about a month I've been away from home and not felt homesick yet.  It's mostly the change, I think.  I always got a little nervous before I switched schools in the past (from grade school to junior high, junior high to college, and etc.).  I'm always fine once I get there, so I'm sure it'll be the same way.  I got my roommate assignments while I was here, and so far I've only talked to one of them.  I can't seem to get ahold of the other via phone.  They're both down at MSU taking classes over the summer.

Anyway...I guess that catches us up with the present.  I used a lot of parenthesis in this entry.  I got a facebook and so I'll probably be using a lot of that from now on.


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

I have a lot to say, but I can't really think coherently right now because I hadn't had enough water to drink today and I was a little dehydrated when I took my medicine tonight.  In turn, I got dizzy and my vision is a little off.  So I'm having difficulty focusing properly.  Instead, I'll just give the basics because I haven't posted an entry in a long time.

There are fourteen days until school ends.  So far this semester, I have not attended an entire week.  This week, my goal is to attend the full week.  I'm feeling confident because I've attended two days so far, I'm sure I'll attend tomorrow and Thursday because Thursday is an early out and I've got no reason to miss tomorrow.  And then it'll be just Friday to reach my goal.  I can do it!

Yeah...there's a lot of other stuff going on, but I don't feel like explaining it.  And I need to shower and study briefly for psychology.



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